september was a rough period in my life oh my god i was talking to amy about it and went back to the archives to check for reference and read through a conversation again for the first time and now my cheeks are burning with shame HATE MYSELF I DESERVE OSTRACISM
so our ra taped little packets of hershey kisses onto our doors and on our way to wash up carolyn LITERALLY RIPPED OFF SOMEONE’S PACKET, STOLE THE PEPPERMINT KISS, AND THEN TAPED IT BACK ON AS IF NOTHING HAD HAPPENED
you frighten me little girl
나는 내 자존심을 버렸고 나는 비참해졌다. 나는 다른 사람에게 웃음거리가 됬었고 나는 쓰레기 처럼 버려졌다. 가치가 없었으니까.
이 이유 때문에 나는 두렵다.
you know what - i get so caught up in things that don’t matter and care too much and let it affect me when i should just leave things up to God.
— Maya Angelou (via psych-facts)